so what the fuck was i supposed to think? how was i supposed to feel? i wasnt letting it get the best of me or so i thought. i thought i was playing it cool. he was the one calling me all the time. he was the one telling me all those things. he was the one looking at me the way he did.
my birthday is next week...nineteen is boring...nothing special. im thinking either id get my lip pierced or ask for a printer...i want/need both.....im so tired jesus fuck. thought id let whoever cared know that im still alive! yay me!!
new classes starting...cool beans. I got this digitial cinema class that is basically going to make me a photoshop genius!! *insert evil laugh here
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