Funny I never think to post when I'm in a good mood. I'm still frustrated with everything. I need to be doing more research, but that's slowly getting taken care of ( Read more... )

Loch Journal is now deleted.. lets see if I still manage to post without leaving contacts on.

( I got this the other day. It's from a guy on myspace, and apparently he's been mass-mailing it around. I thought it was pretty sad )

More scotch and poker.. I feel wierd being the only one drinking scotch when we play.. they always drink beer or nothing.. I won $3 this time though :) .. we always play low stakes starting with $5 each in ( Read more... )

again one of the best compliments i've ever heard was said. "christina, it's about time you started getting conceited"... so yes obviously i take wierd things as a compliment, but when hanging out with one of my best friends of 5+ years says it's ok if i start getting really confident after picking on me for the rest of the time he's known me, it's ( Read more... )

hmm.. yeah.. i'm afraid i may have fucked shit up again... I don't know what to do right now.. very depressed.. i don't know.. i'm just retarded i think.. He's all I've wanted out of life.. and for his past year he's the one who I'm always thinking about.. even if that was at times so painful I could hardly bare it.. I hope everything works out ( Read more... )

Life is pretty good right now. My cume on saturday was an inorganic paper on the mechanism for binding of mussel proteins.. Those little fuckers can bind to teflon!! You know.. teflon!! Nothing sticks to teflon.. that's why it's so damn hard to get teflon coated onto stuff. I thought the paper was really interesting. Also, since it was coming ( Read more... )

Well my not seeing that nice half mexican boy was made a little more definite tonight.. I wish sometimes that these little strings that were attached directly to my artist boys hands didn't exist.. but I'm oh so happy when he comes out and reminds me that he does miss me terribly.. This time it came with the added bomb that he loves me.. He hadn't ( Read more... )

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