How is it possible to break up with someone and yet tell them that you love them 5 days later.. after not calling them the whole time.. It would be in my best interest to turn and walk away from this whole mess but I feel as though I am going to run dead ahead into it.. willingly mind you

Got dumped on our one week anniversary.. really tore up.. not much else to say.. Tremendously sore... I need some loving =./

Things have been insanely busy lately and I guess I just haven't had time to write in here.. I know I should be writing in my xanga but the school computers are gay and won't let me update on there so I'm settling for this for the time being... I'm dating Jay.. For exactly a week now and we've had more time together than any of the guys I've dated ( Read more... )

No longer updating lj.. check out my xanga.. www.xanga.com/another_empty_romance..

Wanted ( Read more... )

Eh, everyones sick at the new house.. depression lurks about....Bullshit about me sneaking out to meet up with chad.. Chad is 18 and works for John Deere.. He goes to work at 3 in the afternoon and gets off at 1:30 in the morning.. Lives way out in the middle of no where.. stockton? He races stock cars and stuff like that.. Uh.. Paintballs.. Rocks ( Read more... )

Yep.. so I skipped school on friday, went to a show behind the fairgrounds.. it was amazing met a guy in the parking lot.. Joey.. I now date him.. he's stayed the night twice now.. Yeah.. It's great..though he is epileptic.. I think this is going to work out just fine.. he's going to dads with me this weekend.. we should see what happens.. we're ( Read more... )

TheHockeyMan1182: basicaly it means that no matter wat she will always be a part of my life ( Read more... )

yeo...Met a new crowd.. Gary and Rachel two amazing emo people. We went over to West's Music and played on the acoustics.. it was fun.. Gary beat the hell out of the drums that happened to be hooked up to the amps.. funny as hell.. The sales reps were pissed.. Uhm met an awesome online guy eric the other night.. really cute.. super optimistic.. ( Read more... )

Eyeforaneye39572: nope just like makin beautiful girls feel beautiful