some days i analyze myself to the point where i start to forget that i am me. i start to feel like a floating consciousness that just is. today was one of those days.

i analyzed my body, because i went shopping. i have somehow become skinnier, but i still weigh the same. which i hate.

then i analyzed my personality/ ability to find a guy.

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soooo busy.

friends, camp, nettleton. you know, the usual.

i healed up pretty well from my tooth surgery, but it was pretty painful.

i had a concert on this past saturday that went suprisingly well.

i am super sleepy, and still need to straighten my hair, eat something, and finish packing.

oh well. 

sooo i am getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow, and i am scared.

i don't like doctors, or dentists.... i don't like needles, and i don't like the idea of being asleep while someone messes around in my mouth. ( i like the idea of being awake even less.

so i should be in pain all weekend.

fun times.

so yesterday was awful ( Read more... )

sooo i pretty much failed both of the tests i took this week, i got a 65 on my o chem test, and a 41 on my ichthyology test.... i am hoping that isn't  an F, but i dunno what it is out of...i think it is out of 69.... which means i got a 59 ( Read more... )

my life is currently ruled by damn fish ( Read more... )

i lied. i hate life.

i've been really lucky today, for the first time in a while, so i am very greatful.

stuff isn't really any better, but i am more cheerful, so it is easier to take.

oh, and incompetent people are irritating.

it hasn't gotten any better.

in fact, if i had to pick..... i would say it has gotten worse.

it can always get worse.

several updates ( Read more... )