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so this is wat it feels like
people change.
liek totally change.
they tell u things.
u beleive them.
and u are otally vulnerable.
an dthen u gte hurt.
omg hurt like hell.
and u rele hafta balme urself for being stupid enough to believe them in teh first place. -
i dont get him
i seriously dnt kno wut i did wrong to feel this terrible. -
he doesnt get it
he doesnt get how bad he upsets me sumtimes ( Read more... ) -
ps
ps: im the epitimy of a stupid silly girl now.
and it makes me ashamed. -
me
im writing here bcuz i feel like way too many non close friends read my blogs on myspace..
ok.. well lately things have been veryc crazay..
ups and downs i wuld say.
currently i juss feel rele sad alot. and rele stupid.
i m very stupid tho. i culd stop being sad if i juss forgot about one thing.
and i cant. -
sad..
summer has been kinda sucky. im the only person in my family who didnt get to go up to ny.. long story. but my sisters r up tehre till july 5. my mom jus came back. my sisters are goin to the city tomorro and there going shopping and out to eat at one of my fave restaurants. im sad because i rele wante dto go ( Read more... ) -
pe tomorro..
colins sisters wedding was a lot of fun.. his sister looked stunning and her, now husband, looked so happy. i have a 700 dollar cell fone bill.. so no cell fone. i spent three hundred on a dress.. so either i get a job or become a crack dealer... summer pe tomoro..ick. ny june 23? thru july 5. much fun ( Read more... ) -
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ps to las entry :i love colin -
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im at lpa.. omg. this sux.. jus worked from 9 till 2:30... i get picked up n i hafta go to lpa cuz my mom needs to marke papers n finish stuff up... im still here.. shes not gonna be doen till six. i m freezin my buns off and i need a shower. i also dont have a cell fone ( Read more... ) -
i love colin
do u love him ( Read more... )