If we could capture the things we loved ( Read more... )

Tingling sensations clutter my senses ( Read more... )

ummm .. so i was honest with him? i think? through a fog of blueberry dro induced retardation, i think i was honest with him.

i don't know. i'm going to nightschool, i think. and if fucking dunkin donut's ever calls me back, i have a job.

<3

he said he loves me.

and i said it back.

oh, god.

I have an awesome boyfriend, Ryan Chardia. And the final court trial is in one week & one day. Show Season's starting up again. Nova's off and I don't know why. Idk.

Shit goes on I suppose.

So yeah. I feel kind of newer. I'm not over Jack, unfortunatley I've realized I might not be for a while, but I can try to be every day, and I can make a decision to act like I don't give a fuck. My anger has resurfaced. I'm aggressive with everyone that confronts me in any way, and with some who don't. Caileen is really, really my ride or die ( Read more... )

I am fading. Honestly. I can't remember when I last felt complete. I can't believe I even let him touch me. I can't believe I allowed him the luxury of my corpse. I can't believe there is a possibility that this carried over, into another way and another dimension I can barely begin to comprehend. And the worst of it is, how much I have to wait to ( Read more... )

I'm pretty positive the 20th is past the middle of the month. Let's just say I'm praying for rain ( Read more... )

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yeahso. i slipped today. talked to phil about it.

i need a new camera cord.

i need sex and a relationship.

i need .. to loose weight. over vacation i want to loose weight.

and color my hairs ? idfk.

psssh.