and it was ggggreeattt ( Read more... )

just did 2 fuckin long ass essays.. i wanna murder my teacher for sucking so bad.. then myself for procrastinating.. i have to be up in 4 hours.. to get to the fuckiinnng belle glade campus for an exam.. then work.. then another exam... all essayss.... ahh why do i do this to myself.. let me sleep in peace... forever..

So anyway, i went to bed last night, it was quite lovely out ( Read more... )

                                  POST DISASTER

Soft whispers escape from tightly clenched lips

slowly caressing what is my spirit into submission.

Those left behind may be considered the meek.

Artistic expressions awarded

By exchanging cancer for answers.

One trechary replaced for another

interpretation suggested,

but formally rejected.

( gathering around the crowd you find truth )

i have to like write this down this was an important start to a year ( Read more... )

i think this is pretty close, to the people who didnt forget to tell me happy birthday on the 3rd.. but if you forgot its ok.. i have a bad memmory.. just delete my lj... i was trying to remember them in order.. but the list got to out of control, and uh, i got way to drunk and classy to remember anything.. except a few funny outtakes of the ( Read more... )

These things I do to myself

Tear my insides apart

It soon will be harder to see

My spirit fading with the dark.

I’m torn from the top and

Sewn back at the spine

Something like a modern day Frankenstein.

Relating to the day, when savior cries out

Savoring the time, with just the hopes of finding meaning,

Even for just one last time.

( You havent seen the last of me )

update,

may hit up escuela tonight, not sure yet, im undecided, i missed monday too, its just in the final stretch and seems to get more and more boring.. jeeze.. worked today, couple appointments.. thats all...

no ideas really for my birthday yet, besides morton's with the fam. and maybe some polo party after we'll see...

2 poems in two days ( Read more... )

what a glorious thanksgiving it twas' and the food was absolutely ammmmazzzing ( Read more... )

wow... seriously.. wow ( Read more... )