i'm so happy today!

-had a goodnights sleep (aside from my dog barking in the early morning, I was well rested)
-nothing irritated me at all today.
- &&& I talked to my older brother!!

ahh, i love talking to him most of the time. his spirits seemed so high!! i loved it! he didn't get down on me about anything, and i just felt amazing after we talked! ( Read more... )

i'm having a better perspective on things.

i want so much for this year.
i have my goals set, and i'm ready to go after them.
and even if its a struggle... i'm going to do it.
despite certain obstacles that i must overcome first.

---i'm going to make it!!

".. i'm not dead, just floating. right between the ink of your tattoo, and the belly of the beast we ( Read more... )

Alright, So... I can't sleep, and I'm almost positive that its because I have a million thoughts going on inside my head. What better way than to write to get them out ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of this. honestly ( Read more... )

I can't believe you! && I really can't believe that I believed you in the first place.. you felt bad for the way you left. && you wanted to take care of the loose ends ( Read more... )

I'm inlove with --- love ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do anymore. i am trying so hard to make you understand the consequences of your actions, but you don't care what 'we' think anymore. you are so easily influenced by your friends, and in all honesty.. your friends are idiots! Just because they've all been introuble, they've know become experts at this kind of thing?! umm.. NO! ( Read more... )

maybe its just me, but towards the end of the year, i start thinking about everything that happened for the year. who i met, what i did, what i didn't do, what life changing events took place. It always makes me sad. I mean, i'm greatful for the people that have come into my life, but it still makes me sad because i know that i haven't been... the ( Read more... )

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'nuff said.

.. so, i'm actually smiling.

i love this feeling.