sorry for last post - emotions were boiling over.

Today is a good day however - i do have a weird flu thing but i still smile. Handed in an application form to become an educational personal assistant at the Uni - good money it is, but the time is not guaranteeded unfortunately. Nevertheless it will be a good job to do!

well - I have decided to start applying for another job due to the lack of funds - however I do not want just any old job that I have to put up with that only makes me miserable and depressed. I want a job I can have absolutely no responsibility - where I can arrrive - get on and thinking is left to the bear minimum so I can get on with the more ( Read more... )

I went to Hartlepool today to meet up with a computer addict - I was an hour early so I went for a walk around the marina - saw the old boat - and then whos head did I see pop up but good olde Dave. Had a good old chat with him - I even told him that as a re-payment for helping out on the project I would do some free camera work for him (for a ( Read more... )

The last entry was a weird one.....as you can guess my house is rather rubbish at the moment ( Read more... )

so things have officially fucked up - I now have to live in a house filled with bitterness and annoyance and anger. I told jon what jess told me not to say. Why did she not want him to know? I think she wants an image of Greg to be beautiful - she is in denial - he is a fucking cheater and shall continue to be for the rest of her life. She is ( Read more... )

I was the camera operator on Sunday for the Great North RUn - excellant opportunity for me, but something happened to me which has really fucked me up. I was stood by the side of the road filming a general shot of runners, running around a corner, when this guy enters my frame and starts to stumble - I thought to myself this is a great shot - ( Read more... )

update was done a very long time ago. I need to do one me thinks ( Read more... )

I feel like an update is required ( Read more... )

I got a fucking job!!!!! I am the producer/director/camera operator for my own little short film on computer game addiction!!!!!!! They are giving me a budget and everything. Fucking scary stuff!!! I better make it good.

things are great at mo...looking up. Working at spoons but its rubbish but pays the rent. Got a great degree and recieved a letter today that I won some sort of university award for best something?????? I have no idea what it means but the prize may be a contract with some media people. Fingers crossed ( Read more... )