I've been working very hard to keep my brain from sabatoging the nice things that are going on in my life.  And so far it's been working.  I'm a little uneasy to be gone to Florida for 5 days, which is stupid since last time I left for 8 days and things were fine.  Rob and I made it to one month, good for us.  I'm finally being rational and taking ( Read more... )

Where do I begin?  My insecurities are creeping up on me.  All those irrational thoughts are popping back into my head.  I know I'm partially to blame for them but mark really helped solidify them too.  I don't understand why, Rob hasn't given me any reason to doubt his intentions.  I want to blame the guys before Rob for this mess in my head.    ( Read more... )

Emma will be 3 months old on Wed.  She's getting big!   And loud, and bouncy ( Read more... )

in my life!  I'm so excited!  I met a boy!  And he's only a month and 2 days older than me.  He's adorable and we hit it off oh so well.  We ended up spending lots of time together last monday thru thursday.  I'm actually crazy for him!  He's coming over to pick me up in about 30 minutes and he's going to have to meet my parents since we just got ( Read more... )

Want to feel better about your messed up life?  Read about mine!!!

The background info:  Mark came up on sunday to get the rest of his shit from my house.  We ended up talking (of course this was bound to happen) about our failed relationship and our lives since the break up.  He wants me to take my time and think about us getting back together.  He ( Read more... )

Umm It's been a while I guess.  Baby is getting bigger!!  She's adorable.  I love her so much ( Read more... )

Things have been interesting. Emma is doing well, and she's still a cutie ( Read more... )

So on Wed. 4/26 at 11:50am Emma Rose was born! 8lbs. 10oz. 20.5 inches. Beautiful!! Thats been pretty much all thats been going on in my life ( Read more... )

Erika is still pregnant ( Read more... )

Felix Culpa tonight at Madplanet, 5pm! Hopefully Cassie and I are going together. If not I'll go by myself and hang out with the 15 year olds. My mom is safely back in Florida. I can't wait to visit. Seeing how my tax refund is AWESOME! I can actually afford a plane ticket ( Read more... )