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This is the last post that I am making public... the rest are going to be friends only posts ( Read more... )

In a day or two this journal is going friends only...

Mostly because people are a bunch of fucking pussies and don't want to put their name to a comment that they make... You can't say it to my face, at least let me know who the fuck you are...

Without love
Without truth
There can be no turning back

Without faith
Without hope
There can be no peace of mind

So I spent the last two days with ma girl Elly... good times abounded I would say... she's a cool cat... also met one of her friends named Erin... haha... she's one character... had a convo about her too between me and Elly... next time I visit Elly I need to do what we talked about with Erin, cause she wasn't there at Kappa... Elly knows what I ( Read more... )

So I'm probably gonna go put in an application to this lawn care place... it shouldn't be too hard to get a job there, one of my friend's worked there before... I think I'm gonna actually enjoy working there... I need some more physical work and to get out in the sun more...

Anyways... gotta get ready for monday night football night... woop woop

Need to sell ma sax... other than that, I think I'm set for now...

Probably gonna party hard tonight... not really lookin for action, just to get drunk and be a happy mother fucker... oh yea...

:)

Ummm... I'm out of my anger management pills... haha... at least I don't have to worry about forgetting to take the damn things...

yea... so I can't walk correctly anymore due to the toe... I can't even fucking run... and me can't get it looked at cause me have no money for a doctor... I can tell a tenden is out of place but thats all right now... at least my knuckles are basically back to normal... anyways... if anyone has any extra money they can lend me... ummm... that'd be ( Read more... )

I miiss her so much... wy foes fuckging little shit have to mess things up so gond damn mauch... I want to hit something so vad... and you kno what... I think I ma... cause theres nothing thats ekeping me from doing it... I mean hell, I may as well fuck up the resto f my body... I need to feel physical pain... I need to feel my knuckles gringing ( Read more... )