Update on the toe ( Read more... )

last couple of days have been pretty boring... basically all my life consists of right now is looking for a job that will let me work with piercings, cleaning up the apt cause thats one of my jobs to do since my friends are letting me crash at here for as long as I need, drinking beer = another one of my tasks... plus we have a kegarator thats ( Read more... )

Nothing lasts forever... sometimes its over before it even starts...

thanks for blocking me on aim...

Ugh...well I'll see what happens this weekend... I dunno what's going on but I'll figure something out. I need a job... but I refuse to take out my piercings and I'm not getting a haircut... well... actually I need to get it trimmed abit I guess... the big mess has been getting out of control lately... blah... ::le sigh::... I'm gonna go take a ( Read more... )

Why can't shit just be simple... why can't I just be with someone I care about and not have drama... I just want to cuddle right now... I feel like shit, I thought I was fine but everything keeps coming back to me when I just want to forget about things right now... I doubt if I'll be able to cuddle with the girl I want to right now ever again... ( Read more... )

Ummm... I'm going back to cutting... cause you know what... I don't care anymore about people saying that its "bad for me" and that it hurts me... It helps me... and I've been taking the damn meds... and those haven't exactly been helping but I'll keep taking them just on the off chance that they might... and you know what also... I don't apologize ( Read more... )

Next person to fuck with me dies... or at least gets bitch slapped and made to cry like the little whore they are...

And if anyone... anyone... decides to fuck with my car again... I'll kill you...

OPTIMUS_DORK'S :WUMPSCUT: SONG LYRIC IS
with high hopes she tried to give eternal life
but now the little worm is dead without a life
don't be sad this is the way
that all creatures have to go on their last day
to god's arbitrariness you have to bow
with no consciousness nothing to know
will we ever meet again will we suffer ( Read more... )

so I'm wondering if I'm gonna get to be with her... cause ummm... I want to... it just doesn't seem like she wants to... I dunno... thats just the way it seems to me... or maybe I'm just too high...

Worked at firestone last night... I really like that job even though it is tireing as fuck and I'm sore as hell after I get back home and I need to take like 2 showers to get the smell of cigarettes, alcohol and garbage off of me... When I work there I can get my mind off of things... I dunno... I'm always in a good mood when I'm working... ( Read more... )