I see now how people can go about having large portions of there lives disappear. The question I suppose is do I devote myself to my personal projects getting my main satisfaction from those, or do I find myself in such a job where I use all my skills and get satisfaction from completing work for a corporate entity? In any case it’s becoming ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in some time and at the request of Kevin I will. Last I left off I baugh tickets to portugal so thats still on. Fall quarter ended finaly, was the worst quarter I've ever had so I'm trying to plan ahead to make these last few quarters I got comming up a lot easier by studying ahead and giving myself more free time. I just need to ( Read more... )

So ok heres whats going on...

Quarter is ending I got fuck lots of projects to complete like no tomorow, trying to make it threw. Erica moved out so now I got her room for the next 3 weeks so I have my own room again for a little while anyway.

I got a co-op working at Sensis in East Syracuse so looking for housing, I could use any help, and if I ( Read more... )

Obviously I still have to much time on my hands, well that or I'm not spending my time wisely, I think its mostly the second one, So I was reading on Eigenvalue evaluation to find roots of polynomials cuz while Lutzer braught it up I never really saw how it was done, but this method while being nice and all for finding all the roots is more or less ( Read more... )

hmm was doing ok aside from the constant hmwk finaly hit a low this weekend and got to work wich was great I always love going to work, hell I wasn't even getting paid from 3:30pm on. but then got braught back down as always, now I got a couple options I could go back to thinking about brad and that will eliminate the current things outta my head ( Read more... )

Haven't updated and prolly wont cuz I got to much hmwk way way to much hmwk, there all classes I love but theres just way to much I don't know how I'm going to make it. And even if I catch up I need to get ahead at some point cuz I need to take some weekends off and go home and beccause of Brick city. I'll prolly repost at the end of the quarter.

Haven't been updating just been kinda spaced out and busy, its finals week now, So monday had an interview all I got to say about that is ( Read more... )

I suddenly feel extremly lonely maybe its cuz I dropped off Theo's bowl and thats kinda it more or less, I wish I could have done something to make that work out I really enjoyed spending time with him but it wasn't mutual :-( I dunno I was listening to some CD's I made in HS and I don't think listening to Moby helped much, though it made me think ( Read more... )

So just thinking about this, the last few times I've had a bit to drink I always end up in the same mood first I want to fight, like I just wanna get into a fist fight with anyone I don't care even if I was gunna loose, then if that doesn't happen I end up crying and usualy about the same things, thats probably not a good thing. Ideas?

So yeah went to toronto this weekend, met up with Devin in Buffalo and headed up to see Tom Stephan mixing at Fly. So we get there Devin is like lets check this place out, meanwhile I'm thinking Hostel/Hotel that doesn't sound good. We agreed it was def a mild taste of Shaddy. Was all cool when all was said and done only thing that threw us off was ( Read more... )