I was talking to a very wise, up-beat, and humorous red head last night who told me that people actually read this thing. I thought it was just my way of spouting my mummerings in which i forceably read to my roommate. It is cool that this is being read but it also adds some pressure...if i complain too much then i am titles as a Whinny brat... ( Read more... )

wow...what a day!!!! Today (yesturday technically) is my 20th birthday. This has been the best birthday ever! Your 20th birthday isn't usually that big of a deal...your no longer a teenager and you still can't drink (not that i would anyways). But this birthday has overshadowed all of my others. It was dip day in the caf for lunch. My first ( Read more... )

i had a very interesting weekend! It started out staying the night Thurs at home. Then i came back to CSU Friday night and went to Jersey Mike's with Daniel where we visited Bree and Amanda. After that we went to my house to see "hell boy" followed by a late movie with Bree and "her" daniel. Saturday iw orked then went home for the night. ( Read more... )

this has been an interesting eekend. I got a lot of work done but i am still behind in almost all fo muy classes. I am really going to have to buckle down to make it through to spring break. Speaking of spring break, i am so pumped to just get out and have some fun for myself. I have always worked over spring break and it will be a nice change ( Read more... )

This has been a very god week, although it is still only Thursday night. My Friday night has been cancelled this week and i am actually really happy. I need some time to just be alone! I think i might check out a movie and starts one of my 5 papers due in the next two weeks. I think if i keep my head on straight and keep organized i will be ( Read more... )

this has been an awesome week for me but also a testy one. I won $1000 of Amtrak money and i get to represent CSU in the Big SOuth Conference. I am going to use the money to go to NY wih some good friends. Then the next day was Mr. CSU. I went all day without eating barely anything because i was so nervous i would throw it up. It really stinks ( Read more... )

It is 4am and i am still awake. I am exhausted but have a lot to think about! I woke up at 5am this morning and went to the leadership conference in Columbia at USC. IT WAS AWESOME. I learned about how reality TV shows leadership quealities, how to color code my calendar, and some new fun ice breakers. AFter the conference we went to ( Read more... )

This week has been TOO easy!!!! Two of my classes were cancelled, my Shakespeare paper was postponed because of the cancelation, and my Advanced Rhetoric homework is REALLY short. I know that eventually i will be overwhelmed with papers and hw. I just hope it doesnt all come crashing down all at once. Well, today was the day...I went to the Mr. ( Read more... )

I hate it when i ave something all planned out and it changes. I feel lost or confused on why certain things change. I was REALLY sick this weekend and i wasn't focused on getting better but rather on how i was letting so many people down. First, i felt like i wasn't pulling my weight at the dog show on Sat. Last year i had so much fun but this ( Read more... )

Do you ever get that feeling that you have been forgotten? I had been feeling that way for the last 6 years of my life!!!! I didn't know what to do with myself. One day i would have a great time with friends and then i would ruin it with my attitude or the stupid things that come out of my mouth. There was something missing and i didn't know ( Read more... )