So you know what's funny? College! You get all excited to leave high school and start your life in college that you almost forget about the money. Ok now it's all fun and games if your parents are helping you out with the money part, it kind of feels unreal that you're even paying until it starts adding up. Anyway, I'm not getting any help and ( Read more... )

2 Opus shows coming up in the next 2 weeks! Ok so there's 1 on Thursday the 21st and that's only 3 days away! Then, there's one on Friday the 29th. BE THERE PEOPLE! They're at the My Space Cafe` and I think the show officially starts at 7.

honestly, depression has never been more present in my life.  it sucks so bad.  i'm stressed, unemployed, broke, and everything seems to be falling apart for me, give or take 1 or 2 things.  i'm getting no financial help whatsoever from my parents for anything...well except my road test which i PASSED!  but i have no car that i can drive long ( Read more... )

I miss Ashley.  A lot.  A LOT LOT.  Like, I feel pathetic because it's like, we see each other every day, but now it's like, I'm missing that comfort....it'll be like 2 more weeks until we can actually hang out....i'm so depressed about this.  I can't wait for thursday so I can hug her...  I'm a freak.

So I've been incredibly depressed lately. It's been hard. It's not just depression anymore though, it's also anger...like RAGE. I hate it. I never lose my temper anymore but there's been so much stress put on me in the last month or so that it's like, if I control my temper, I'll explode. I really really really really really don't like it ( Read more... )

SEVEN qualities you need in a partner ( Read more... )

I've decided that I can no longer hang out with friends that smoke and or drink. I can't handle the smell of it. I can't handle the thought of it. I can't handle IT at all. I'm losing my mind slowly but surely and so if you value my frienship, don't choose not to hang out with me. Fuck people who drink under age and smoke under age. I can't ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in damn well near a year. I miss it. Not really. I just wanted to post something and this basically sums up my last 2 weeks. It's been a long hard road and I'm doing pretty damn well considering what I've been driven through. My mind still isn't there and I'm a train-wreck emotionally because in all honesty, I feel like I' ( Read more... )

nobody seems to like livejournal anymore. haha that'll learn it.

So opus was robbed out of first place in battle of the bands. that church wasn't a church. it was a fucking cult. the entire program was rigged. ask anyone who was there. we had the crowd in the palm of our hand and they know it. if you want details, you'll ask for em cause tonight i'm beyond talking. i'm beyond anger. i'm beyond any ( Read more... )