i love you. i will be yours as long as you let me. you comfort me and calm me, you make me laugh, you make me happy. you make everything ok. your more than i deserve, all i've ever wanted or needed. i cant wait to have your arms around me again, your hand in mine. goodnight sweatheart, and may your dreams be beautiful.

i just want you to know that i meant to ask if you went to the doctor and how you feel. but i got...distracted. and now i dont feel like talking. but i thought you should know i meant to ( Read more... )

do i ever do anything right? i mean seriously. i guess i just suck so bad. i mean really, could someone not tell me i do just one thing right? anyone, anything? k bye

+ happy one month to me and james ( Read more... )

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard- ( Read more... )

well here it is. the fear. i've never been here before, so i didn't recognize it at first, but i've read books and seen movies. i mean, you know where the one character gets all scared and wants to get out, because they think they're going to get hurt? and then everyone reading or watching has a cow and wants to yell at teh book/screen "no no! dont ( Read more... )

things i have realized recently ( Read more... )

There's a new wind blowin' like I've never known ( Read more... )

my dog finally threw up the plastic roasting bag he'd swallowed last night. he will live a little longer. and the movie "good boy" is great. everyone should see it. it picked my mood right up. *sigh* now i have to pack and face the drive and problems once again. makes me wonder if maybe i should go to south or university of mobile or something next ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of it all. i came home today. i'm begining to hate that 3 hour drive. i got home at 830. no one was here. they were supposed to be back by then. no one got here until 1030. i was angry. also,when i got home that cat box hadnt been taken out and everything stank and my room was just so yucky. so i took a shower and i cleaned my bath ( Read more... )