so im laying down and theres nothing to watch on tv. i was lookin thru the channel guide thing-a-ma-jig and i see that the "Swan" is on Fox2. i can remember paul and julie talkin bout this show a few weeks ago so i turned it on to see what all the hype is about. the show is seriously fuckin disturbing. its like they take people who are so called " ( Read more... )

so alot of half intresting things have been going on lately which will make for a decently long entry. are you prepared for that ( Read more... )

so i barely update anymore. im not sure if its bc ive run outta things to rant and rave about or if its bc i just dont have the patience anymore. either way once in a while theres an update and whether it be intresting or not is up to you to decide ( Read more... )

i woke up at 803am. thats horrible. i couldnt sleep last night. i was up on and off all night. i think its due to the fact that i slept on and off all day yesterday. shit i fell asleep at like 630 and didnt wake up until 10 ::shrugs:: what can ya say. i been waiting for nicci to call so i can leave. shes been slow at the process. i gotta take her ( Read more... )

today was extremely long for whatever reason it has. its ten o'clock and its still yet to end for good. lol. why is that ( Read more... )

so im sitting here with nothing to do being bored as hell and i get an idea. ima try and look up sean since tish doesnt seem to be gettin me anywhere. i was messin around on MI-OTIS and i think i found out where he is. besides the fact that hes basically back in jail i think i got the place hes in. Gilman. for some reason that rings a bell. i think ( Read more... )

so unlike any other weekend this one has been extremely long. had to wake up at 7am on saturday to go to ARO for school to make up some of my absences. that was a long four hours to sit in the cafeteria after being out late the night before and trying not to fall asleep. after ARO i hit up Cheli's for lunch with chris and some chick from her work. ( Read more... )

so today is my only day off this week and i have shit to do. kinda nice. got all my runnin done this morning after school thanx to nicci being a taxi and lettin me use her car while she wasnt even with me. lol. getting accustomed to the ride, let me tell ya. lol. so for the night i think ima take a nice warm shower since im freezin my ass off go ( Read more... )

At This Moment ( Read more... )

so its been three days and ive been miserable as hell but in a sense i still feel like i cant let go. i want to call him so bad. i want to make things right again. i want to see him. i want to hug him. i want to bust my ass to get him back and make him mine for good but i dont know if hes feeling the same. you'd think if he was that he would have ( Read more... )