i love listening to music and what happens? the speakers fucking blew. well they didnt blow bc they still work but it sounds like shit bc its so staticy. BLAH ( Read more... )

nothing. tears. depression. confusion. a ton of things that are never said. heartache. more tears.

lol. my subject is the best line that ive ever heard on Real Word by far. that shit cracked me up.

today has been a shitty day.

im not sure why.

i just got alot on my mind and alot of mixed emotions going on.

blah

time to catch up on my sleep.

so i havent updated in some time. not really that long but longer than usual. i guess too much has really been going on to sit and concentrate on what i want to say in this thing that nobody reads. heh. i dont know. between work and actually going to school and then family and personal matters id have to say ive had my hands full ( Read more... )

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty ( Read more... )

ive got so much on my mind. so much that i want to say. yet to say what i want to say i feel like theres not enough words in the english vocabulary. its fucked up. my mind is drifting like krazy. my eyes are sore from crying and lack of sleep. whats that leave me with? nothing right. heh no it leaves me with more and more problems to deal with each ( Read more... )

yuck. im tired. i havent slept much in the past three days between trying to take care of my sisters kids and working. its all good tho bc someone needs to take responsibilty for them kids seeing as they dad isnt going to. blah. mandis doing alright i guess you could say. her water broke thursday and shes been in the hospital since then. shes ( Read more... )

so im sitting here with a smile on my face and i have no idea why. i called robbie when i got home and the first thing he says is "wipe the smile off your face". heh. i dont like when he can tell them things bout me. its cute tho. i miss him. ima go see him in a few. i just gotta wait for my mom to get home so i can get outta here. i dont know ( Read more... )

holly was killed last night. i cant fucking believe that shit. fucking nineteen years old in the army for six months sent to Iraq and a year later almost to the day shes killed. she was suppose to come home next weekend too. she was almost outta there. now shes gone. im sorrie but for no reason should any parent have to bury their child. julies a ( Read more... )

superbowl 38 ( Read more... )