so yesterday i chilled at my sisters house for the night bc it was her bday and i paid for them to get a hotel room for the while i took care of the kids. robbie was suppose to come over there and chill but he wouldnt bc nicci had came with me. that pissed me off but i cant really hold it against him seeing as tho hes said since day one of knowing ( Read more... )

so im sittin here thinking and im in a half decent mood. couldnt be better right. its bout the best mood i been in for a while now and i think its bc i just realized how much of an idiot i am. lol. if only i could explain ( Read more... )

my fucking mind is racing. i dont know what to think or do. i know im being lied to and its really starting to get to me. i know im being made a fool outta of and im not sure why. its like the person that you want to trust most just fucks you over time and time again. you try your hardest to believe in them and to take their word for shit but then ( Read more... )

im freaking bored. theres nothing to do. i waited all week to catch the new episode of 'real world' so i could see what happens and ya know what happens? the shows gonna be continued next week. blah to MTV. lil fuckers really know how to keep your attention set on one show dont they. heh ( Read more... )

yea i just got home HmM maybe like ten minutes ago. fucking ridiculous. we close at nine and they keep us an hour bc the fucking manger is a stupid ass penguin lookin loser. god i hate working with her. she aggravates the shit outta me. we had everything set to go and shit to leave on time and then it turns into do this and do that and the guys are ( Read more... )

tonite is already going to be a shitty night. i can feel it. nothing to do. no one to hang with. no one to talk to. no one to drink with. blah ( Read more... )

so today once again i didnt go to school. its only the first week of the new semester and ive missed two days ::shrugs:: i didnt have the motivation to go today. i didnt feel like being in school. i dont know. i gotta stop skippin so much tho bc ima end up where i was this past semester this semester and that isnt going to be good. so i made a deal ( Read more... )

so this is how today went. i didnt go to school. i wasnt feeling to hott today. the last thing i remember last night before i fell asleep was wiping the tears off my face. lol. not a good thing trust me. i wont get into that tho. i got better. i got up and went to school. well actually switched cars and took off. we drove out to plymouth or ( Read more... )

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so we went back to school today. kinda sux. i dont want to be there at all. my classes arent that bad. we started silk screening in first hour which means for once i'll finally have something worthwhile to do with my time. i only have angel in one of my classes. heh. she switched her schedule all around and im thinking i know why but i could be ( Read more... )