things i could never say

[orange_n_black]

beth

i know its too late now to change anything, you've moved on you have a nice boyfriend who seems to care about you clearly the way i couldnt. i dont know  what happened to us, i really dont, but i love you
you told me that you could have been mine if i had of fought for you..who? who would i have fought? justin? he doesnt care. justin could not

Comments

[carebearkassi]

Hey, I understand how you're feeling... To be perfectly honest, I can't stand Justin anymore. He kept fighting with me and giving me dirty looks because I was worried about her, so he can go to hell. I really wish it would have worked out between you and Beth, Paul. It just feels weird to not see her with you, ya know? :\

Anyway, I have your camera! I'm really sorry I forgot to give it to you before we all left. We'll have to go to Karaoke again after I get back from my trip next week and I can get it to you then or something.

[chickadilly87]

I think when she meant you didn't fight for her, she doesn't mean actually fighting someone. What she means is not letting her go so easy, doing everthing in your power to keep her, showing her that you love her so much that you can't live without her. I guess all you can do right now is be there for her and make sure she knows how you feel, but from what I've been hearing (or reading) you've been doing a pretty good job of that. I'm sure that if you guys are meant to be together, you will be, even though it may take time. I'll keep you two in my prayers. (Sorry if this doesn't help at all, but just know that it was written with good intentions.)