i messed up.

Ive got things to do
its rather exciting
even more so that im not constantly bludgeoned by baggage

what a truly amazing feeling anger is.
it feels great to be human again.

i wish i knew someone named ralph. that'd be cool.

so it is literally impossible to be perfect, because if you follow the guidelines our society sets forth as "perfect" meaning you are selfless and give and arent vain and all that bebop, then you are just doing the same bad thing in a different way ( Read more... )

strange, very peculiar.

all i say on here is pessimistic things. how depressing. oh well. life isnt always a basket of muffins and scones i suppose.

oh well.

i hate how naive i am.
it truly distresses me
it makes me gullible

i hate how much i dont know
and how much it distresses me
that i think about these things

it gets me down

its nice when you get things off your chest, especially when they are nice things that you were just too shy to say. when everyone takes a big emotional poop and feels better ( Read more... )

ive been so happy all week. i really really want to keep this feeling. i really really want to keep you ( Read more... )

hmm.

i hate boredom. it forces you to think, and in my case, think about things you want to forget. nothing extremely bad, just lost potential or whatever you want to call it. stupid me.

i wonder why ive become so materialistic lately.
im usually a moderate amount, but lately its insane. and really eating at my mental membrane of mentality.
grr

all this time, and now i cry?
good golly.
must be pms.
i dont cry
EVER.

unless its a very stressful guard practice, and a flag just hit me in the head.