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Aug 06, 2005 04:56

fuck everything. I always seem to be frustraded and mind bent when shit happens around me.. I take everything that happens to me or around me to a personal level and I take things way out of context.. I think my advice sucks but I seem to be giving it out alot lately.. not like anyone listens nor will returen the favor in some other way, not that I ( Read more... )

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missbehavin1989 August 6 2005, 10:58:49 UTC
im going to write a big thing in here later, i have all of 2 more minutes online because im leaving in two minutes....im sorry, and that right now isnt enough to cover what youre going through...but like i said ill write a big thing in here later okay? :) <3

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thecowlady August 6 2005, 16:08:03 UTC
go to sleep, sir.

if you lose emotion you lose perception and you might as well not be human if that happens.
just get a hold of yourself and relax and things'll be alright.
and locking yourself in your room will not do a damned thing for you so don't do that to yourself.
if you don't want to be around friends go sit in an open area or something go to a park, sit on the side of the road hell i don't know just locking yourself in your room will make you want to kill yourself and that's a bad idea in general.

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orangeboy8686 August 7 2005, 08:09:11 UTC
its the same as being alone, why not do it some where you wont hurt people nor get stuff running in your head.. I hate it.. it bugs me.. its like.. being happy sucks more when your happy and it goes bad.. why not just it be crappy all the time so you can be use to one thing... its like trying for good grades in school like you do alll your homework take all your tests and study and you still fail.. so why try in the frist place when it will just back fire.. if you dont like the bad feelings after the good then why take the good ones?

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thecowlady August 7 2005, 10:14:48 UTC
well, that's why i said even if you don't want to be around friends, don't just sit in your basement. seriously that's a killer. sitting by yourself in a basement and sitting by yourself in a park have completely different effects on a person and sitting in a park tends to have a better reaction.
just chill, sir. you go through little cycles like this and things'll be fine. take a nap and listen to some of your hardcore music and scream and pound fists or something. i don't know.

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orangeboy8686 August 7 2005, 17:57:28 UTC
Gotta love the "Or something, and I I don't know" but yes I will try and figure it out.

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kookyfro471 August 7 2005, 00:06:22 UTC
i don't know why your saying shit like you don't have an impact on ppl. You definitely do. Look around buddy. It isn't always what you think it is.

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orangeboy8686 August 7 2005, 08:10:24 UTC
I think it is, and i always feel like it is.. Ohhh.. look how neat I am with words and entertaining people.. no one wants to hang out at my house.. fun for me huh? cause i'm that entertaining. and such. so i FEEl like thats how it is and i dont like that FEELing at all.. so fuck em.

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kookyfro471 August 7 2005, 13:23:15 UTC
hey now, i don't mind hanging out at your house, computer or not. Not to mention that nobody likes my house either. So yeah.

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orangeboy8686 August 7 2005, 17:58:00 UTC
Me and Johnny hung out at your house. When people ARE actually here they wanna leave..

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_eckoboy_ August 7 2005, 02:43:24 UTC
i feel like that a lot too...its hard to just quit caring so much though. i kinda think you need some sleep though lol so go to sleep. and you do have a impact on people you just dont notice it.

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orangeboy8686 August 7 2005, 08:11:20 UTC
I guess.. on both topics.. but It never feels like I do.. at least sometimes.. I dunno.. thanks for the comment man.

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_eckoboy_ August 7 2005, 16:02:51 UTC
np

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missbehavin1989 August 7 2005, 09:51:54 UTC
okay i told you there was going to be a big comment so here it goes lol ( ... )

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