It's the paranoia.

He read an article this morning about what's happening in Afghanistan that directly implied the people he cares about there are in even more danger than could have been known. They've thought they were safe in hiding, but the article says not only is their location known and being tracked, but the taliban was directly responsible ( Read more... )

I just woke up and walked into the kitchen to pour some coffee. As I did he walked in and said, "Are you okay?" Confused, I asked what he meant. "Are you physically okay?"

I said, "I don't understand, why are you asking that?"

He turned and left the room angrily. I poured some coffee and sat down to drink it but felt like I should try to ( Read more... )

Does being an adult mean ever increasing responsibilities, disappointments, and isolation?

I was so afraid when my ex and I ended things in Hawaii. Afraid of finding somewhere to live, getting a real job, supporting myself, paying my bills, getting maintenance on my car, being warm enough, being safe. Of doing it all alone with depressive episodes ( Read more... )

    My sister has abandoned me. It's not surprising but it is unfortunate, she was the closest thing I had to family, as far as she was from being truly that. She decided to make it clear to me how she felt about me having cut my mom out of my life, after all this time of acting as though she got it. She was never supportive, she was never open to ( Read more... )

   I don't have cause to write in my day to day life. I see adults mourn some loss of passion and I always wondered why they would end up in the state, and why they wouldn't take any apparent steps towards resolving such a desolate life. I think I do get it now! To succeed as an adult, I see how it can feel necessary to suppress desire and passion ( Read more... )

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You're the cover of stars while I'm trying to stare into the blank void beyond. My last wish is to reap the violets I've sown. My dying breath is the last breath this balloon needs to feel full enough. We can finally reminisce without recompense. But I can start. You're the color I've chewed out of my bubble gum and I'm the flavor ( Read more... )

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