I was sitting and thinking how I never write anymore, not in my paper journal and def. not online. Everything has become about MYSPACE or facebook, I hate it. I want LJ back in my life, myspace is all drama, this was a place to let out real feelings not just look through peoples shit, I mean in a way we were all being even more nosy on here but, I ( Read more... )

ive never been so alone in my life i dont think. I miss you, i relize that fun only goes so far... and then im lonely again. And even being with people i still need you. NO ONE will ever hold me like you do EVER no one will smell me like you do or take in everything about me,...i wanna swing with you and hold you and just be with you please come ( Read more... )

so basically i just get on here bc i like to talk to myself...

i think that if i smoked pot all day long everyday my life would be less productive but much more fufilling

i wish you would just let me be and things would work out for your favor in the end. you know i love you, you know how you want your life to be and it will be that way if you just breathe and give it time....i wish i could stop the world for a few moments and just take a deep breath i wish i knew someone whos chest felt this tight always. i know ( Read more... )

....theres not much to say outloud these days, its all trapped inside my mouth. i just want to ride in your car and scream....i just want to go there.sit.cry.try and feel something anything ( Read more... )

me and dominic are back together again but who would have thought ( Read more... )

dominic ( Read more... )

FRIDAY ( Read more... )

you dont even read this ( Read more... )

for anyone who cares...im gone...im in adrian. in Brandon, Dom, Iris, and my apartment....i dont know what to think right now....what do you do when your finally where you've wanted to be for years and what if its not that great once you get there...i cant wait to get more of my stuff here so i have something to do....