hello few readers, how was your 4th?  mine was dumb, but i had a nice 5th!!  :)
took a walk down to the seawall last night to see the fireworks get blown off in Salisbury.  i left an hour early on purpose just to be by myself and think about life--MY life.  i've come to conclude that i'm actually pretty happy with it, on a personal and emotional  ( Read more... )

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ussdvB5R67A

this link is a route to my favorite song.  it's classical.  it's beautiful.  it takes me to a place where nobody could ever bother me.  i can sing it, i can feel it, and i could truly own it if i ever got up the balls to go professional.
Enjoy "Laudate Dominum" by W.A. Mozart.

 Joppa Childhood
jL  '08

childhood memories are the reflection in the double-sided mirror
that dance in the hallway...
tickling my senses and letting me remember
a time when
things "looked"
different
even though 
today
it's mostly all the same, still there.
Innocence and naivete
through the vision of a wee girl
old enough to
take it all in
but too young 
to ( Read more... )

Here is something I feel you all should read.  This is from my friend/cousin/soulmate Sarah.  I burst into tears upon reading this, I have never felt such a way about another human being so platonically before in my life.  Other than Beth and Tarsha, no other friend has ever told me things like this before and meant them, but what makes this girl ( Read more... )

So it's been quite a while since I wrote.  And looking at my MySpace Blog section, I see that people have been looking at it, checking for perhaps, and UPDATE.  Well here it is patient readers, here it IS..........

I met this girl online, she's become quite a good friend, and we relate to eachother rather well since we've been through a lot of the ( Read more... )

jealousy is one of the most awful traits ANY personality could possess.  it's just like the acid that eats away, the chemotherapy drugs that take the good along with the bad.  jealousy consumes you, it destroys relationships of ALL kinds, and it will eat you alive baby--if you LET it ( Read more... )

 Sunset
jL
'08

Gazing out into
the Twilight hour
of a city skyscape,
above all the electric
hustle-bustle of the
evening just itching
to begin,
the end of the day;
the lofty horizon
glowing the most
beautiful hues
of pinks, oranges, and blues.
The setting sun 
creeping slowly
over the edge
of the scene that I'm gazing out at,
in all it's splendor and glory
( Read more... )

 alright, so let me update you on 5 weeks of my life since my last written confessions.

been looking elsewhere for a job now that i've finally realized that my hopes of being a Professional Housecleaner are quite bleak.  i called market basket today in hopes that i can get back into Produce, because well.......i have experience.  it's a job.  it ( Read more... )

So maybe I thought I'd take this time to fill you in on the past 4 weeks since my last entry.

Hmmm.
I lost my job at the Salvation Army because the fuckers framed me for termination.  Needless to say, but I quit before they could.  I don't need a black mark on my work record for anyone.  So I've been jobless for a while.  I can't say that I hate ( Read more... )

 I went out my front door today to head up to CVS for some vanilla extract, and in the handle of the outside door lived a Mayoral Candidate flyer.  Slightly irritated, I took it off and threw it away.  
I came back from CVS, vanilla in hand, walked up to my door(s) just to find yet another Mayoral Candidate flyer stuck in the same place and in the ( Read more... )