Sweet Halloween party this weekend at Poopsie's.  Kate will clean out her car (just for me!) and come for me and we'll go to this fukkin' party.  It's gonna be a good time ;)   I'm gonna dress up as an Angel like I did last year....I have 2 long VERY flowy & flared nightgowns that I'll wear and of course the wings, and the ballerina slippers....  I ( Read more... )

 You know what?!


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 you know, i've been called a "pilgrim" for not going along with Pornography, for hating it, and for getting my panties in a bunch about it...but guess what friends, i have a right-- a big, fat, legitimate right.  
i was once told that it gives my partner ideas to try on me (hopefully?) so that it better pleasures me (hopefully?).

|HUGE LIE|

i don't ( Read more... )

What good are LOOKS when you haven't got.............

a heart.

I just started a housekeeping job at the ashworth hotel down hampton.
I hate my job.
I need something else.
I think my boss steals our tips because why else would she need to be in the checkout rooms (which are the only rooms where tips are to be found) before us?
My body hurts.
I have 1 day off.
I'm bitchy and tired all the time, wanting to be in bed at ( Read more... )

another great weekend passed me by with my 2 high school gals ( Read more... )

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

[[[You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will ( Read more... )

brandywine tomatoes are a small slice of heaven in my mouth.
i'm definitely growing them next year.
and i'll find the seeds/plant if it kills me.

One Dreary Day
j.L  07

she finds herself.
comes to realize she's full of issues.
wants to close the book
and never open it agin.
but that is 
cowardice
and she knows that isn't
acceptable.
maybe she'll write a
novel
about her life.
sits outside.
weather is clammy, it might rain.
will this manuscript be ruined?
she ponders.
begins to write.
mental block all of a ( Read more... )

it seems like now that i live back in newburyport, all my friends live way too far away for comfort.  at least the ones that i'd prefer to bother with, the ones that *USED* to live down in this general vicinity.

whaddafuxupwithdat?!

HUH?!