I feel trapped like I'm stuck in a hole and I can't get out of it. I want to be able to breath and move and fly but I can't. I'm not sure why I'm feeling like this but I am. I feel like I could be making mistakes...not taking any risks..scared to take any risks that I'll be left with nothing. I want to get rid of this feeling this disease that ( Read more... )

Well I am now a official high school graduate and tates creek alumni. its crazy to think that I've been through 13 years of public education. and its wierd because you have all these people congratulating you when to me it was easy graduating high school and I really didn't see the big deal out of it. Now don't get me wrong I loved the presents ( Read more... )

Senior Breakfast and Senior Awards were today...its beginning to feel like its all coming to an end...High School. It wierd imaging not being here...living some where else...thats new and different and strange. I have four days left of School...really but not really since I'm not taking finals I don't have to be here. I'm so scared....scared of ( Read more... )

Its been so long since I've updated. Well lets see....I went to NYC during the last week of April...which was a blast..although I did have alot of money stolen out of my hotel room...I still had alot of fun.(There is an investigation going on at the hotel). Anyway but I had never been to NYC and it was amazing....everything was different than ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while so I thought that I would try and clue in everbody on what was going on in my life. April 1st started off ten days of freedom from the stern glare of high school education. I left on the first and spent the week until the 6 with my family in Oklahoma. My allergies were obnioxiously aweful. But I went kiyaking with ( Read more... )

Got back a little awhile ago from Johnny Carino's which was really really good- I am so stuffed!!! I went with Sam who just got back from ASU on Spring break. On the way home we shot window fluid at the other cars which was alot of fun- we got this one guy's door really good- it was so funny my stomach still hurts from laughing so much- I really ( Read more... )

well I haven't updated in a while so I thought I'd let everybody know that I haven't died or been in a car accident. This week was a four day weekend which is so nice- its like a march thanksgiving. Stephanie and I went down to U of L yesterday on Thursday. We had alot of fun except we decided to take a different way there and we ended up getting ( Read more... )

Life feels sucky right now. GRRRR!!! Like tonight is a Friday night. And it just feels so boring right now, me and stephanie are going to hang out later tonight but we have no clue what to do. College stuff is driving me crazy I just dont even want to go, I really dont. ALL that money going towards something that I don't even want. I wish I ( Read more... )

I hate decision making I always have, I just have a distaste for it. And college decision making thats some tough stuff. I know I'm going to U of L I know that me and stephanie are going to be roomies, and I know that I'll like it there. But the biggest thing I'm having to deal with is that I want to go to UK to be with troy, no other reason ( Read more... )

I thought I would share this after I had a conversation with my dad and I thought that I would share this. I wrote it too. hear it goes ( Read more... )