Im updating...anybody fall over?? Yes, the boredom of hurricanes has succumb to this. Im not even going to attempt to catch up on whats been going on in my life...if you care, you already know. Im at home right now, hangin out with mom and the pup. Its nice to be home, i like it. College definatly rocks my socks off though... its like summer ( Read more... )

im doing better lately...besides the fact that the people at blockbuster all know me by name, im watching less movies by myself...a clear sign of my progression in the social interaction department. im staring to notice possible side effects of this whole situation...im changed...not drastically, but there are less than subtle differences. i hope ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. ever. it was a good day...work, youth, and watched a movie with kellen. i lost it soon after he left. shes not here. its killing me. i hope everyone has something to smile about. i still do.

its my anti-drug. no, no actually its more of an anti-depressant... a bold attempt of a remedy atleast. right so...i went back to work this past weekend. hadnt been there in almost a month beacuse of my toe. knee ski rocks my world, i love it. work is good for me. besides the fact that im finally making moey again, which is always a positive, i ( Read more... )

so ive decided to update. a lot, A LOT has happened since my last post.... for one my grandmother/nana/most favorite person in the entire world passed away. believe it or not i feel that im dealing with it quite well.the best i can atleast...without my faith in Him im not sure where id be at this moment. ive also graduated from high school, with ( Read more... )

this may well be the last update for a while... Let Go and Let God. Im loosing her.

so far pretty good. saturday night i attended wallys bday party... i was only going to stop by caue i figured everyone there would be too trashed to carry on a conversatoin, but that wasnt the case, so i hung around for a while until i was starving, then i left to get someting to eat at wendys with alex. been hanging out with him alot lately. ( Read more... )

it was a pretty good day...first one in a while actually. got up, decided to treat myself to an extra hour of shut eye, and eventualyl made it to school a little before third period...walked up to the door of my american gov class and decided playing in the darkroom would be for fun, so i ditched mitchel and went into H's. oh yea, so then fourth we ( Read more... )

i attempted to update last night, but it didnt work. it woulda been one of those depressing emo posts so its better left deleted. anyways, ive got a fifteen page english paper due tomorrow. ive completed WRITING page 5. and yes, it must be typed. so ive got loads of fun ahead of me. i just dont feel like doing it right now, and i STILL dont have my ( Read more... )

so saturday night was prom. on a scale from 1 to 10, i give it an alright. after party was the same. sunday i hung out with ashley for the first time in forever. she had gone to prom, and spent the night at the same party i did. i love that girl so much. it was so great.. when we got to her house in the morning we sat out on her dock overlooking ( Read more... )