Lots of worry. Lots of stress.

That is about it.

Preface
I know it has been a long-ass time since I posted. Sorry.

Chapter IIt is amazing how much people change over the summer. I mean, I know I have changed, but I think that I am essentially the same person. Maybe the case is that certain people had not "found" themselves prior to this past summer...? Well, unfortunately, the case is that ( Read more... )

My last night in New York... again ( Read more... )

Another hundred people just got off of the train ( Read more... )

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I first want to say that X-Men is, and has always been about the gays.

Next I wanted to repost my uber-nerdy response to Richard's inqueries:

Richard's (big_richie) questions...
Ok. I need to see it again, but I'm very confused on this ( Read more... )

I swear, I don't get it.

I am over trying to understand how relationships work.

I am a hands-on kinda guy. I need to be in one in order to understand it. But that doesn't look like it will be happening anytime soon (translated, "never ( Read more... )

It must suck to be a talentless hack.

Everybody seems to be pairing off.

All the happiness is great.

So...

What am I doing wrong?

Tucking your emotions away is like concealing a gun. You are very aware that it is there; it is heavy and bears great responsibility. And unfortunately danger as well. You walk around constantly nervous of it falling out or being caught, yet show it off to those you trust. It is a "beauty". I mean, it can be used to protect you just in case ( Read more... )