this beautiful ugliness.

[orangepillbox]

there is an intense pain in my heart.
it feels like it has grown thrice its normal size
and is demanding MORE blood and MORE love and MORE of everything
just to keep beating
but its demands go unsatisfied.

don't worry everyone--i'm fine, i'll be alright.

i just wanted to share this experience with someone
outside of myself.

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intensity

[anonymous]

all of the media is highlighting events in Rome right now
the Pope John Paul II has passed on to greener pastures
maybe we should plan a trip to Europe this summer...
I guy I work with just called, he just got off the plane coming back from Paris. Lucky stiff. Well, how much leave do you have saved up?
Devin was telling me how his travelling companion had friends out in the provencal area. That made his trip, they only spent 3 out of the 11 days in paris, the rest in the countryside, that is the way to do it. Like we did sevilla, but a small town would be even better. and actually less expensive. maybe a beachtown, who knows?
i love you and miss you loads
mami

[classiestkid]

I hope you feel better soon :(
just wanted to let you go a couple of daya ago and I abosolutely loved everything, thanks so much!

take care-
shannon

Intense...

[jibarita143]

I know the feeling.... the intensity of our emotions are indescribable. But with ever dark moment there is a brighter day that awakens us with a beaming light of hope. I love you sweetie! I understand all too well how you feel....
Love,
Rita

[thisismostlyme]

Hey...this is Lori...do you mind if I friend you?

[boredsoldier]

What happened to your journal for that day or three or whatever?