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[orangepuff609]

You know... actions have consequences.

If someone is closed off to the world as far as their emotions are concerned, if they walk around with a smile on their face that is fake all the time, if they punish themselves in private... it will have a consequence.

I've noticed that many of the people who do this in various ways tend to break from

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[lovingeloquence]

thats a whole lot of big words, and call me dumb, but I'm confused....what's going on girl!?

[orangepuff609]

Basically... how can I say this... my entry is very self explanatory, and very blunt. It's indirectly directed at a very specific person, but others could read it and get something out of it as well. I'd have to explain that portion in person. The very tail end however... Right now my family and I are going through some financial hardships to say the least. The university has kinda screwed my mom over and is making her pay for this semester by making three monthly payments of I believe slightly over $2,500. Because of her hospital bills and lack of a job at the moment this is nearly impossible. I might have to move home, and there’s a chance that I might have to drop this semester in its entirety, simply because the IRS lost my moms tax returns... but I’m not going to gripe and moan about it, its happened, its done with, I’m looking for a job, and I might be hired as a barista at the pizzeria, Ron said that if I was hired I might train some people and because of that I would have a "premium paying" job... whatever that means, I’m