I Love Brian.... did u know that? ha... u prolly did cuz ive been in love with him since... FOREVER! or pretty close anyways. but yea, i havent written in a long time cuz ive just been totally consumed by his love,... :-) he makes me sooo happy. We've been together for a month again already and it doesnt feel anywhere close to that... So pretty ( Read more... )

oh Brian,... how you make me smile. i've missed you. And dont ya know it,... i finally get back to you just in time for me to leave,... again. But thats how it always goes, doesnt it? It will always be like this. Around, and around, and around in circles. Always bad timing and bad mistakes.... Thats our story. But i miss it anyways, and i ( Read more... )

only a FEW days left... yay!

well last night was interesting... saw some people i havent seen in a very long time [russ, brian, duzen, lindz, stacie] and had sum fun with the usuals [alicia, brother, westy, freddy, tunis]. F.Y.I. yes brother IS still alive, it was close but we seemed to be able to save him lol if ya want the details feel free to ask but otherwise im too ( Read more... )

so, boring day at home.... as usual. But i did get a moment of motivation in my day and felt the need to go for a run. I just had to get out of the house to blow off some more steam, collect myself and just put myself back together. ran for about half hour then somehow found myself down at the beach... my fav place ever. Its weird cuz i hadnt ( Read more... )

i desperately need someone right NOW. Right NOW or NEVER.

G.W. < you have no idea how desperately i need you right now. How much i just need to hug you and hold onto you forever. I just need to cry into you and fall asleep with you more than anything right now. i need to hear your slow breathing as you fall asleep so i can feel safe and needed ( Read more... )

its just not the same... no matter HOW hard i try its just NOT the same. I LOVE YOU, i do. I love you to death, but its just not the same anymore. It never will be what we used to have. We have changed and moved on with our lives. its now awkward and strange and we search for things to say to eachother, so desperatley hoping we can turn back time, ( Read more... )

o how i hate this gosh darn break of ours....i hate it, its pointless, and i wanna go back to school!! i miss grant, my roomie, zach, phil, dave, aaron, Megan, the entire 5th floor, and our great times in club 608 (lol). but most of all i miss grant. The last time i saw him was Friday the 16th right before we both left for home, then i ran into ( Read more... )

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Merry Christmas all!!!!!