I've been meaning to post for a while but now that I'm finally doing so, I don't really feel like it...gonna do it anyway ( Read more... )

The Heart Asks Pleasure First
Emily Dickinson

The heart asks pleasure first
And then, excuse from pain-
And then, those little anodynes
That deaden suffering;

And then, to go to sleep;
And then, if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor,
The liberty to die.

1. How old are you ( Read more... )

Confusion!!!!! I am such a fucking selfish piece of shit! I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! I need to get a grip...I need to like get down from the freakin cloud I'm on and snap back to reality. I don't even know what I'm talking about- everything in saying is crap, courtesy of my ass. Ahhh, I need to know if I'm going to UF already so I ( Read more... )

I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys! I hate boys ( Read more... )

So yesterday Karen, Adah, and I saw the UF campus, and it was very beautiful. I loved all the trees, the brick buildings, the acorns scattered on the ground, and just the whole thing. I didn't feel like I was in Florida anymore, but rather somewhere up north like North Carolina or Tennessee. The University itself is like a little town, it's ( Read more... )

As of lately I have been thinking about all the qualities that make a friend "a real friend." As I asked around the most common answers I got about the qualities that a friend should have were loyalty, good listening skills, and makes you laugh. So I thought, "That sounds a HELL-OF-A-LOT like me!" And that has always been something I've felt ( Read more... )

In lu of the man's inability to comprehend the woman's attraction to celebrity men, who by no miracle of God will they ever get the chance to meet and even mingle with, this entry is dedicated to OUR REAL MEN> Ray, Pedro, and Manny. Instead of getting jealous over some ridiculous matter as the one presented above, you should instead be watching ( Read more... )

Miguel Arango...the perfect man...one who is thoughtful, sweet, and honest. Why on earth can't he be real??? Sigh, I've been in love with this man from the moment I lay eyes on him in the soap opera "Rebelde". His eyes, his lips, his body, his voice, his guitar... everything about him intrigued me. He's my platonic love! He knows how to make a ( Read more... )

Sigh...Everything seems so strange lately. I don't know if it's me or if its everything else. All I can truly say is that it sucks major ass. My senior year began pretty good and I even came to believe it would be worthwhile, but as of lately it hasn't been all that exciting. I don't even know how to explain it, like, it just sucks. I feel so ( Read more... )