I really did enjoy my summer vacation... which is why it's so hard for me to adjust for school right now...

Anyway, after a freakin' 6 hour lecture MONDAY [oh god of the holy mighty why does it have to be on Monday...] my mind is completely numb and running on migrains. The profs... are adequately nice. And I did meet some nice people in my classes ( Read more... )

OMG Internet is slow here XD or maybe it’s just cuz I’m accessing English sites from China. Anyway, arrived in China nicely and safely, perhaps a bit bored on the plane… I’m beginning to think that it is quite true that as the total population of azn guys goes up, the total amount of good=looking ones also increases XDDDD Got to my aunt’s house ( Read more... )

I just don't know, why I keep on losing things that I want the most.

when you like a person, and said person knows about it, still acts friendly with you, you pick up over-friendly things, expecting something might happen, then get rejected ( Read more... )

I get hurt.
And I can think about,
is how it might've not been him;
or how
I had forgotten to ask for his new phone number in the mist of my anger.

...

I know you fscking know that I like you.
I know you fscking are a player and get around with girls; even though I don't know what they see in you.
I don't even know what I see in you.
And if you don't stop fscking hurt me,
We will not be friends, not be aquaintances;

YOU WILL THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU ACT LIKE THAT AGAIN.

I can't believe that my last month of IB is going to deeper in hell just because some guy decides to be a jerk and post "I'm sorry" as his screen name. I can't believe that he would do that even though he knows that I'm taking my exams next week. I can't believe how much I can be affected by him. STUPID. STUPID. IDIOT BOY.

I can't even stop myself ( Read more... )

God I suck at staying up late. It's only 1am and my shoulders are sore for no reason at all.

Sleep it is.

How does one stop hurting? How does one stop aching?

The fscking life will go on, nevertheless.

Apparantly that's what they call Dec. 23 in Japan... a while ago. =P

OMG tonight was fantastic. "How to Save a Life" rocks out loud [I <3 my new CD], and Zac's is great, with great service provided by a very happy great waiter... person... yes... you'll get me when you see him XP but hey, Yuting, flirting much ( Read more... )