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march is so far away, and im just so anxious to get february over wtih and see jacks play soco songs.

in other news, i hope i dont fuck this up.

and in more other news, i want a valentine.

i knew id be kicking myself for taking this creative writing class. i never want to write when it's required ( Read more... )

maybe it's time i accept it. it's a shame i just don't know how. 
but it seems silly to imagine that this will ever be different.

i'm not pleased with the fact that i have spent the entire evening napping to keep myself entertained. i think i need to make a few more friends.

classes are insane.. ive fallen behind on reading already and i'm not quite sure how considering i'm only up to 3rd and 4th classes. but yeah, my schedule is pretty wacked out. i made it so that i somehow ( Read more... )

i'm terrified i will never let go of this fear. it's been actualized way too many times to be just be passed off as "paranoid" 

why do i care about it so fucking much? if it has to be this way, why can't i at least be okay with it?

barely into the second week back to school and im already exhausted. i realized the other day that i only have one fall semester left to my school career though, and that made me really sad. im not ready to be done with school. 

weekend left me sick and sore but the times were pretty sweet. 
now it's back to classes for real :o/

 but i'm not buying it. argh ( Read more... )