Remember when I used to write these journal entries? And you'd comment on every single one of them, even if it was to just say I love you. You'd tell me how I was the most amazing and most beautiful girl you had ever met. You'd tell me no one has made you feel so happy and loved. You'd tell me I was perfect. Do you remember that?

I do

What

I'm not a fucking robot . I can't/dont/ and won't do everything you want me to . Most of the time I'm just supposed to know what to do without you even telling me . It's ridiculous . I'm my own fucking person, not just some random girl with no heart and nothing in my head . I'm not stupid . I know alot more about you then you think . I have a way ( Read more... )

All I ever wanted to and want to do is love you . It's one of the only things that comes naturally to me . I don't think you realize the severity of my love . It's undying . I just want to make you happy . When you hear my name I want you to smile . Like I do all the time . There isn't a moment that goes by where I don't think about you and how ( Read more... )

Just a quick summer update ( Read more... )

just an observation ( Read more... )

Hey guys! How are ya? I like you guys, you always give me what I want . Since I'm an attention whore I'm glad you are fulfilling my need for everyone's attention . I'm flattered that you'd dedicate all your time, energy, and thoughts on me . Makes me bubbly inside . Yea and I'm easy and a whore when I can count how many guys I've hooked up with on ( Read more... )

Fuck this . fuck everything . im sick of it all . im sick of caring and getting nothing in return except more and more bad shit . and everything is my fault, right? i seriously can't take it anymore . i just want to start everything over again . and just be some where else, because im loosing my mind, i really am . a word to the wise, get me out of ( Read more... )

So play is over . It's sad . I hate ending things like that . Even tho i complained about going, I'm gonna miss the days when it was actually fun . The cast party was interesting to say the least....

and

fuck . WHy does my life have to be so fucking hard . People say they wish they were me, but honestly no, you really shouldn't . It's horrible

( Read more... )

Wow, I can't believe I actually created a fucking myspace....

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/19398547

Help me my boobs are sheding!

haha

but really they are..