To Rebecca ( Read more... )

You have no idea how excited i am you are coming here soon. i xfrj k7hg

So josh and i have been doing really well ever since i started putting my foot down(atleast on what matters). On Tuesday he took me to dinner and air-hockey. We went to Outback, my favorite. Then on the wawy home had a little fun in the car. It was a good night. Wednesday was just normal we hung out with John a little, he got in Dick mod, but ( Read more... )

Well we didn't get to do what i had planned, but that is probably for the better since Josh ended up getting really sick. Not sure the reason but around 9 he just started vomitting. At first I was really scared because it sounded bad. I couldn't imagine how so much was coming from his little stomach. I just sat in bed waiting for it to stop. ( Read more... )

Wow it has been so long since i have read my livejournal let alone update...and even now i am at work so at any moment may be interupted, so lets begin ( Read more... )

Although things have definetley gotten better since my last entry, i am still struggling to come out of this with rational answers and a life that will make me happy. I love holly, but i am very concerned about our future as a couple. When i sit and think about the situation i no longer see forever, because i know in reality that is the furthest ( Read more... )

I stil don't have much time to write I have to be at work at 7 :30 in the morning, which means leaving at like 6:00, But i wanted to say hello. As well as to let everyone know all is still good despite Bob's death and dealing with my mom. Our new house makes me SoOo happy. I love having a place of my own it is like a dream come true. Talk to ( Read more... )

Finally I found out. My mom found out yesterday that the trailer is mine finally. I am excited but cautious. This is a very big step ( Read more... )

Mothers day went A LOT better then i could ever imagine. First Holly and I had a brunch with her family at the house, then the dreaded trip to my mom's house. But in the end it wasn't that dreaded. We just watched the laker game and mingled with a few neighbors and Bob's family. Then somehow in all the discussions of houses and moving ( Read more... )

WEll Tomorrow is mothers day and as always it shall be bitter sweet. I love my mom don't get me wrong, but she was not always the greatest mother and it is hard to praise her every year and give her credit for how well i have turned out when really she is extremely lucky i made it is this far with the things she put me through. I guess all i can ( Read more... )