Is it really possible to be in love with someone--go through your "break-ups" where you absolutly "hate" that other person...but of course you really don't...then finally "date" someone else...think you "love" them....break up, only to realize that maybe you still love that person from the very beginning?? Hmm...I dunno, but its weird. I feel like ( Read more... )

Its days like these when everything just seems to happen...its nights like last night. Its so funny how you think things are so "perfect" but they really are not...and you are just too blind to see it. Its also interesting to sit there listen to someone tell you they just "don't have any feelings for you what so ever"...and have basically been ( Read more... )

Damn. Its been forever since I've even been on this damn thing...I think even I finally just got over it. Its all about MySpace now I guess. LOL. Who knows. Eh, not really...I've just been busy actually hvaing a life instead of "trying" to have one. Work is freakin' kickin' my ass. I feel like I'm always at work...in fact I'm suprised I was smart ( Read more... )

So much to do, so little time. LOL. Hm. Well, with moving, working and all that other stuff, who has time to sleep? LOL. I am actaully sorta likeing the new place we are moving too....I LOVE the fact that my bedroom stays dark till noon allowing me to sleep-in for once. And the gym, hot tub and pool are not bad either. LOL. YAY. Parking...sucks, ( Read more... )

I feel like I work all the time...I don't like it. And then, when i do get to hang out with my friends, its always late, and then there is nothing to do. Ugh. I feel like I never have the time to do anything...and now I am dreading going back to school Luckily it doesn't start till Sept. 26th, so i still have awhile...yay. Everyone is leaving, its ( Read more... )

Yesterday I took the day off...gosh, I know...I am SO lazy...haha. I spent the day sleeping for a bit, and then I packed my room...thank goodness thats all done now. ya know, moving is really not all that fun...in case you didn't know. LOL. Anyways...so ya. After that I went into Wilsonville and met up w/ Kyle...we went to this really weird hole- ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty good. I drove out to Wilsonville and hung out with Kyle after he got off work. We did a bunch of nothing, but it was fun to sit at the park and watch for cars while sitting on the bench and then everytime one would come we dodge them...or the bicycle dude...haha, you had to be there I suppose. Talking was fun..."wishing on ( Read more... )

Yesterday was nice...I actually took a day off, from both damn jobs, lol. It was so nice. Angie and i went to the mall and did the whole shopping where Brandi buys nothing thing, it was fun. Then we went to "Regis" an got out hair cut and highlighted and all that jazz. My hair its lots shorter now, but I kinda like it, so does everyone esle, and ( Read more... )

So yesterday was pretty cool. I ended up hanging out with Kyle which was awesome since its been FOREVER! LOL. we went to the Canby Pond and then down to the river part...i kinda fell in, so then said screw it and we just went swimming. Would have been nice if i would have had a bathing suit, but oh well...needless to say my clothes were all wet..oh ( Read more... )

YAY For talking to old friends that I haven't talked to in FOREVER. LOL. I swear, I was the big pimpett today. Hmm, isn't if just my luck...I hear from my "some-what" ex (technically we were not bf/gf) today for the first time in like...forever, and then another "some-what" ex decides to call b/c he wants to hang out. Ha...now all we need is Zac to ( Read more... )