i feel suffocated and confused.

i feel like somehow the way things are, there are reasons only god knows. im not being sarcastic or pretentiously poetic. im saying i believe in god. and i kept wondering what made my mom change her mind. why she wasn't the same with bali.

and right now i pray god keeps them equally safe/

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so, i met this dude, thinking that he seems like a nice guy, potential good friend material. but somehow things happened between us and i grew to like him alot. and then things don't work out and well he's with someone else pretty quickly. the moral of the story? well it's just not meant to be. but why do i feel like such sense of pity and a dull ( Read more... )

"not many guys can stand your independence", ben tan ah beng, beloved brutally honest brother from another mother. wah thanks :/

i guess i'm just not good enough.

so basically i had a major conflict with mom.

i hope things go back to normal.

i wanna move out, but not this way. this just aint right. i refuse to move out if this is the cause of it.

to you, im letting you go.

to you, you're a lousy friend.

kthxbye.

i seriously dont know how i've always got something to do.

so today, something struck me to write down all my appointments etc.. and i was like. woah.

..............and i thought i could take a reeeeaaaaalllll break and bum away july. there goes my hobo plans LOL.

especially when it took so much to find yourself.

don't deny who you are,
embrace your strengths;
and work on your flaws.

don't forget who you are.

haven't felt like this since my birthday. what a feeling. (:

right now im sick and miserable and i hate myself.

i wish i have someone to comfort me whenever i cry, but my pride wont let me admit anything.