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lesson of the day. there are people who'd criminalise others and spread stories. and when you decide to play the field on equal grounds with them they shun you. best part. the people they spread stories to, they judge and bitch about you when they aint know no shit. to think you used to call them friends.

i might sound nasty. but here's the lowdown ( Read more... )

that seems to be the theme for the year 2010.

there are 3 significant people that i've lost ties with. all of which i do feel sad for. but not for all do i feel it's my fault.

saying goodbye to person #1 was... heart wrenching. it feels like breaking up with a lover x 10 at least. ben said my mail sounded harsh. shit, didnt mean it to sound that way ( Read more... )

i feel like some typical bastard right now. and i think it's relatively true. the chase is fun but when you've got the prize, what's next? you're only looking for new thrills. now i understand something. you have no right to criticize such a lifestyle. it's just the way it is if you're not looking for the same thing as someone else ( Read more... )

 Somehow I can't stay home. I can be anywhere but "home" and it saddens me because I hv no idea why and... That just means it don't feel like a real home right??? Unbelievably I'm still upset abt it. Ok nvm for that I just gotta deal w my self. There's nthg to fix but the way my heart operates lol. And ok new topic. When you lie on my lap and ( Read more... )

He's my Brandy Alexander ( Read more... )

  there's a pang and resignation. A sense of injustice, yet knowing knowledge.

I haven't talked to anyone about the things that go on in my life, and I miss telling em to you.

Dammit I'm beginning to have expectations for us. I don't know how to handle this. This is so scandalous, yet time with you is utter bliss. Life will tear us apart.

i dont know how to reply your text ( Read more... )

pissed off.

tbh, i know i've disappointed you guys (especially you.). but i can't bring myself to say i'm sorry one more time. i've apologised how many zillion times. it's not that im not saying sorry 'cause i think i'm not at fault. i just feel like i've been trying to change and all.. and it just feels like it's never good enough. things are not as simple as ( Read more... )