"If we're not guaranteed a lover, then why do I keep looking?"

"They say fools fall in love
Then I am an idiot at best
Because I put my brain
Through the stress
Now I sit here with half a brain
And a broken heart
Wishing my brain would've stopped
My heart before it had a chance to start."

"If love is a battlefield
Then give me a purple heart
I'll need that to replace
the real one that fell apart.

    Okay, I don't know what it is with me and rejection lately but it seems to have it in for me. Normally, I'd let the shit go but for some reason there have been 2 guys that I've liked and I've been rejected back to back within the past 7 months. I've gotten the "You're a nice guy/good friend" line and they have sent me into a downward spiral of ( Read more... )

A friend is someone I can relate to on a personal level and I can count on to be their usual selves whether it's a good time or a bad time. An acquaintance is someone I talk to from time to time and may hangout with on a sparse occasion and nothing else.

So here I am at the library...bored, as the title states so I'm gonna ramble on about random things. I had got another check yesterday from school for 80 buckaroos. So I bought some uber awesome pants. Matix Marc Johnson Stretch Cordouroys. WIN. Even though they were 52 dollars (55 after tax) they were still a good investment. Well it looks like I' ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

It's 6 in the morning and for some unobvious reason I am still up. Maybe it's because I'm still sitting in the computer chair. This thing is like a life support system or something. On another note...I wanna play some Brawl. I can feel my skills with Marth slipping away. 

 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with ( Read more... )

I'm wondering...should I have that awkward talk with my mom about being gay or not? I know that I'm gonna have to have that talk with her one of these days. I've already come out to her and the few weeks after I told I tried bringing up the subject to her and we tried talking about it but it resulted in a big argument. It's strange and ( Read more... )