so here i am back after many months and i feel that here i cam be me so i plan on keeping this one up for a while for the me thoughts.

i am unsure what we have. is it something am i makeing it up. should i choose the other. do i really even have a choice. why does this have to be so frackin confusing ( Read more... )

DONE WITH FINALS

wow it feels like it has been years.

so life has been weird
nothing special
I have two finals on monday then i will be done with all my finals in High school!
i THINK MY FRIENDS ARE INSANE. everyone wants to date. i just want to graduate.

well i really have nothing intresting to say so

peace

I am so sorry. I have not written in so long. I havent been at my own house in so long it has been hard to find time to just write ( Read more... )

I dont even know where to begin. It has been so long and for that I am sorry. I have been feeling crazy emotional the past few weeks and have not wanted to bore myself or others ( Read more... )

It feels like it has been forever since i have had enough free time to post ( Read more... )

I WANT TO DATE SO BAD. i really want a boyfriend or to at least go on a date it would be a nice change to know and do what my friends have done.

well, doesnt life just throw you for a loop sometimes. i went to oc this weekend and had so much fun. a part of me desires to go there and a huge part of me desires to go to aim. i guess i am just tired of not knowing what God wants me to do. It is driving me crazy. I feel so pulled. Both would be great I love theater and i would get to be there ( Read more... )

i loved writing this summer but lately i havent been in the mood or had the time. with the stress of never being home and going to a small school where everyone knows everyone elses life, it has put a very intresting beginning to a very weird year. i rarely talk to my mom and all my friends can seem to talk about is which boy they schould choose. ( Read more... )