today was officially the worst day in a long time. i dont know how much longer i can live like this. today i cried for the first time in years. literally, years. i couldnt stop. i seriously dont even know what to do anymore. im so frustrated and confused and i just hate everything. i hate myself, and my life, and the fact that i have no friends. ( Read more... )

okay so last night was fun. too bad we couldnt go trick or treating though. well a good thing we had to bowl because it rained and i didnt want to be doing nothing for halloween..again ( Read more... )

i miss smiling all the time ( Read more... )

thanks everyone who made my birthday excellent! it was definatly an okay day ( Read more... )

ugh, bowling tonight. not the bomb diggity. second game was baller. 160! (thats 63 higher than my average!) but after that it was downhill ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

alright, im outta here.
call me if you want
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75 questions Repost this but tell the truth ( Read more... )

so i had a little chat with brandi. and she made a good point. i should just call ryan. duh. way to be there. so i am going to call him. sometime. well see how that goes ( Read more... )

update ( Read more... )