can you feel your heart beat racing..

i admit that i'm just a fool for you.

he fucked a slut.. of course.

i know what i want but i wont tell anyone.
i'll let shit ride its way on out.

i miss being the doll he carries around.
im really not over him.
he's really just the greatest.
theres something about him that tears me
inside out whenever he's around.
god i miss his kisses.

wow. life seems to be so weird lately. i have control of..well..EVERYTHING.school, guys, friends, work. i do think the way i feel at the moment.i cut off all attachments.. because the guys from the past..will remain, no strings attached. they hold no value in my life. i need to get my ass hoppin on my application. see if we can do something with ( Read more... )

i only feel bad because i didnt get into trouble ( Read more... )

i dunno whats goin on. but you've been gone.
we dont hang out or talk much anymore.
but i just want you to know. that i miss you.

i miss him..
and his bed :D

see you soon lover.

you thought i was pulling you closer
but really i was only pushing you far,
far away.

Hey mamafuckas ( Read more... )

dev0ntate: sleep is for people who wanna get a taste of what it will be like when we're dead

a word of brilliance. and this is why i dont sleep.