so here i am once again.. yee hah. this weekend was pretty good i must say for the most part. got blazed.. got beat up.. got angry.. a well-rounded combination. i'm over the angry thing though i guess.. not really anger as much as disappointment at the time.. oh well no problems now ( Read more... )

ugh.. i'm so irritated. why try really? why? there's no point to it.. none whatsoever. damned of i do, damned if i don't. i feel like crap because i'm not doing what i should be doing to get somewhere with people but when i do.. it doesn't work my way in the end anyway. fucking fuck.. aaaaaaaahh. why is this so frustrating, i just want everything ( Read more... )

i'm in a funny, artistic, mental, love-deprived, work-hating, silence-plagued, metal-enlightened, relaxed mood ( Read more... )

ahahahaha.. i'm back ( Read more... )

i've had a lot of stuff on the table right now.. i'm handling it well though. i've been thinking.. yeah, i know.. about things. my life really needs some direction in a lot of areas. i realize that now.. and i'm not getting it where i'm at now most definitely. my parents are no help with anything whatsoever. friends are alright, but thats about ( Read more... )

still alive.. thats always good.. this weekend wasn't the pinnacle of excitement but it was fun. i hung out with justine, wade, and jesse on saturday. we got bored so we decided to have some fun around town. wade ended up with a brush burn on his ass from falling "accidentally." oh and "NO SPERM FOR DINNER." remember that phrase, it'll come in ( Read more... )

everything's good in my world it seems ( Read more... )

well.. i don't exactly know how to describe myself right now really ( Read more... )

son of a bitch! things suck ( Read more... )

oh man.. what a weekend. where to start.. went out on friday because i was forced to.. well not really but it was fun and i got some stuff out of my system.. and some stuff into my system.. haha ( Read more... )