Comments | organofthemoon: so there, truthie!

organofthemoon

so there, truthie!

Jun 13, 2005 17:37

Write 5 things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level ( Read more... )

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ex_sarahruth586 June 15 2005, 20:20:49 UTC

i'll try to remember for the next time i'm drunk.

for you, jb sublimeygrrl July 13 2005, 22:27:50 UTC

1. law & order THE ORIGINAL
2. the very rare and guilty pleasure of a cigarette
3. special k with red berries & soy
4. popcorn when it rains
5. reading SNEAK in #6 my dog

1-5 Lucinda Williams.

So hmm.. I know you hate me forever but... absentbreath August 18 2005, 02:37:49 UTC

I miss you.. hate me all you want I still fucking miss you and meant what I said that night. Thanks for the comment on how I am a pathological liar by the way. To Daniel Buttwin no less... master of a being a douchebag prick and treating people like even more shit than even I ever did. Further more I am sorry for what happened with us. I oft times find myself wandering down the street thinking of you. I was happy.. I never have had anyone be more fun in my entire life since. Nor may I add have I ever felt loved since.. not even with Renee.. my now former fiance.. god damnit I am ridiculous. I never know just how to talk to you or how to say what I really mean when I am in front of anyone. I hope you realize that to me you are absolutely wonderful even if you think I am some fucking horrible monster you never want to talk to ever again. I wish nothing but the best for you. And don't worry I really hate me too.

Love Always,
Joseph Beaulieu.

You know... absentbreath August 18 2005, 02:48:38 UTC

I Just can't be done yet. I want nothing more than to right the wrongs I have inflicted upon others. Maybe this springs from the fact that the last year of my life has been the most horrible array of shit ever rained down upon me in these, my adult years. What I am driving at here is why do you all.. including but not limited to merely you, hate me? I know I wasn't the most responsive boyfriend in the end, hell I know what happened was horrific.. but I really did.. maybe in some ways still do love you. I know my chest sinks and my head lowers and my heart hurts and my stomach drops everytime I see you still. I hope you read this sometime soon. I don't know how much one person can sit around by himself all the time writing, reading, and just generally feeling like shit before said individual splinters into a thousand tiny pieces. Just fragments of humanity without any glue. God I just want to talk to you again. I want my life in some semblance of order, I want not to feel like everywhere I go I am in the presence or company of ( ... )

topleveldomain September 20 2005, 16:18:04 UTC

you sure don't post much in here...

come join this group for a week and wish everyone who shares our birthday a happy birthday celebration. Why not? Seems like a nice thing to do.

http://www.livejournal.com/community/9_25/