Its been a while but it has been a rough year. I am now a single mom, it isn't easy and anyone who says it is needs to be shot in the head. I really truly loved him and like all other guys (aside from Greg) he ripped out my heart and handed it to me broken. One good thing came from our relationship and that is Lilly. He broke it off not me....he ( Read more... )

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Thats right on dec. 8th at 10:10 in the morning my baby girl, Lillian Natalie Cortez-Gilbert weighing 5lb.14 oz 18in long and 6wks. early we spent 4 days in the hospital not because of her but because of me i had caught toxemia and she had to be delivered or i might not of made it if i carried her full term. well i'll have pictures up as soon as i ( Read more... )

it really has been a while since i updated....well now i live in LA w/ my dad, step-mom, and fiancee....god i hate my fiance's mother..anywho, they say the baby is a girl, her name will be Lillian Natalie Cortez-Gilbert long name i know...i just hope my mom can come down here for turkey day and bring my lappy so i can get on at night instead of not ( Read more... )

Why is it that people come to me with relationship problems or problems in general, it seems like no one is ever around when i really need them, or no one who really wants to hear it. Shizu is not home or online, neither is Kags or Dobbs or Lana not that it would matter...because online you can't tell if they are listening or just all "yeah" or " ( Read more... )

OMG! i never thought i would ever hate someone more than i did the way my mom treats me....ok my first doc. apt is tues. and now...thanks to Zacks parents he can't take me unless the couch they ordered comes in the morning...they fucking knew he was leaving before then and ordered the couch they didn't need so he couldn't leave. they are so lucky i ( Read more... )

i made my first doc. appointment 2day yay!!! its on the 27th thos others were either a) no longer there b)stupid and weren't taking any more medicaid patients or c) wanted me to wait till fing july 6th for an appointment. well this one is in evans and a guy but oh well, i'll have a female doc. soon enough when i move to LA.

*skitters off*

Oreo

umm yeah i haven't updated in a while so here it is, i'm moving back to LA, zack is moving with me, were getting married some time this year and having a baby in the next O.o thats right i'm gonna be a mommy.....so if you have any suggestions for names post em ~^_^~

Well its finally happened, Zack has moved, i miss him so much, he wants me to move in with him but....i'm just so scared, i mean i don't know anyone down there but Brandon and his other friends, and i'm not entirely sure they like me all that much... but i know brandon does so thats a plus XD brandon is fun to hang with. yeesh, i miss him soooo ( Read more... )

I GOTS ADVENT CHILDREN!!!! *does conga* i so happeh, and i just had a cinnabon....XDDDDDDDD and i got ahold of Dust Bunny who says he ish coming back june 2 to stay yay!!!! i missed the crazy Dust Bunny, well i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally really hyper and can't think of anything else to put at the moment so laterz!!!! oh and if i don't go to ( Read more... )