ok I have more time now. well not really but I can dream. i started college in aug. last semester (05) and met this guy. he and i started going out and have been for nearly 6 months now. of course he is a guy and can be an ass at times...forgets stuff like valentines day... I never in my life met a man who made me want to cry soooo much because he ( Read more... )

well it has been a while since i updated lol. i now go to Augusta State (woohoo) and i have a serious boyfriend...finally....i'll update better when i have more time...like after my job interview. see yas later ~^_^~

Oreo

what does the title mean you ask...exactly what it states...i give up...on everything...love...life...i'll just go around with this fake smile forever...you wouldn't be able to tell will you...of course not...how could you when you don't see me..or talk to me... so i'll be alone...hell..i'm used to it so why does it matter? its not like anyone can ( Read more... )

yes i finally caved and got a borfriend XP and he is Uber sweet! he literally buys me everything i grab! *sighs* he says that he will spoil me....so i told him i would stop grabbing things....then he said he would buy anything i looked at...then i told him that i would stop looking at things....then Shizu butted in and said she would rat me out XDD ( Read more... )

so i talked to my ex b/f Greg today..(who i still have teh hugest crush on btw) and he said he was going to TX for a month...i told him to bring me something back so i could have an excuse to see him XD...His b-day was the 2nd and he made the comment that he was now legal to make porn movies...i told him i would make one with him and his reply and ( Read more... )

hello all...its me again yeah..i figured out why i don't want another boyfriend...i still like Greg..alot..thanks alot keith you asshole...if you wouldn't have sent that stupid e-mail maybe me-n-greg would still be together...*sigh* it hurts to talk to him but it really doesn't bother me all that much atleast i get to talk to him...i still cry ( Read more... )

hello everyone...i know i haven't done an entry in a while so yeah...here goes..my mom practically blames me for being born i have a few new work friends and i started cutting again...*sigh* oh yeah and i'm graduating for getting my GED...like that's anything special right...no one is going to be there anyway...all of my family lives in louisiana ( Read more... )

yes..tis true...and its a good one at that...i get paid to answer a phone!!!!!! oh yeah baby!!! i get paid for being trained $8.00 an hour for six weeks (mon.-fri.) and when i start the actuall job its $8.50 an hour and i have off thurs.& Fri. *sigh* yes a very good job...i start mon. for the training too XDDDD kaba gots the same job i do and ( Read more... )

I miss my dad so much.. i mean he was always there for me and now... my bro tells me he asks about me and wonders y i didn't go to see him when i was down there for my grandma's sergery... why do you think you jerk you basicly told me you never wanted 2 see me again... i told matt that if he wanted to see me for x-mas that he needs to call and tell ( Read more... )

My boyfriend did the most unbeleivable thing mon. we were on the way back from dropping off one of his friends and then he pulls into this resturant that looks closed...so me and my friend were like wtf...thats when he and her boyfriend told us that they had reserved the place just for us... i wasnted to cry...but that would have made him all omg i ( Read more... )