i remember summer summer summer
and it's coming back back back
i'm gonna have fun fun fun....
i need a car

im ok being alone.
i enjoy doing most things solitaire.
in rehab they tell me thats a bad thing.
they pretty much tell me everything about me is a bad thing
so what the hell. i like myself

and really they looked good there.
door closes
lock.
blurred clouds in the sky are the same as kisses.
who's to say where meaning truely lies?
in the bed?
on the floor?
in the sky?
behind the door?

i really enjoy cookies.

it makes me really uncomfortable when old guys hit on me.
i just want a guy my age to write songs about me and sing them at the coffee shop... i think i'm getting close

when i was young i would dreAm of this massive flood. i would survive by floating on my empty plastic pool.
i even packed a bag of clothes and food to survive. i dont really want it to flood.

i cant swim very well

i saw elmo in the flesh.
children are crazy and adults are crazier.

i want a life.
with a house and a living room
a 1 car garage and a tv...
a radio in my bathroom and a desk

thats all i really want that i dont have...

i'm going to stop biting my nails. its a bad habit and my fingers hurt.

boys suck. im totally done for a while. they are stupid and clueless. the only man a girl can depend on is her daddy...

they think that you need them..
if i'm nhot with him then i must be with some other guy....
yeah right
i dont need a boyfriend, nor do i want one....
i'll wait for a prince instead...
i deserve better...
and cuter...
and smarter

i love my new car

i'm 21.