So Ive lost 6 pounds since I've been dieting. Awesome. except that im still fat. I know I deserve it. I did a lot of bad things and hurt a lot of people that cared about me. I don't want to be like that ever again. I dont want to be that person that deserves bad things to happen. And how did I turn out like that, honestly, I dont wish a bad thing ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I am really unhappy. I miss my whole family being together. I know a lot of families are used to being states away, but my family was born and raised in Detroit and we didnt stray far. But now it's like a piece of the puzzle is missing.

Plus I'm fat now
and that just sucks.

I had a dream a couple of nights ago that the ice age was coming back. i was cold and shivering and watching these woolly mammoths walking around with cavemen and cave women following them around ( Read more... )

Its everything Ive ever wanted to do and now it looks like i cant do it ( Read more... )

i've never really been liked by my boyfriends family
they've never thought i was intelligent or worth talking to.
they've never called me to apologize for something that didnt actually hurt my feelings.
and my boyfriends mom has never told my she loved me.

but this one does. and i'm loved my two families and i think i really like it.

I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend ( Read more... )

its all an Act ( Read more... )

ok i have decided that my weight gain has gone on far too long. i decided to start keeping a weight loss journal. its kinda gay and i feel like a loser. but wtf i'm gonna try it anyways.

i remember being happy ( Read more... )

jealous of a bridge
succombing to the sky
feeling like a child again
it's good to be six